As hard as I tried, I could not bury the grief. The darkness got bigger. Wider. Blacker. I didn’t know darkness could get even darker. “You’re fine. You’re fine. You can work your way out of this.” “They’ll think you’re … Continue reading
I was so tired of believing the so-called miracles; so sick of hoping for all the possibilities; so desperately worn out of holding out for promises. I was desperately drained of all measures of hope – and my husband saw … Continue reading
“I haven’t slept in two days.” I picked Tammy up from 45th Street Mental Health facility. She had been there for a few days – in transition – to move into her new “treatment home”. “Seriously, I did not sleep … Continue reading
Have you ever loved someone so much, that not knowing where they were, made you feel lost, alone, confused, and empty? Have you ever loved someone so much, that when you did know where they were, but you couldn’t really … Continue reading
Tammy and Jenny, Identical Twin Sisters, Two Bodies, One Heart, Infinite Grace “I will not go look for her.” “She wants to be lost right now.” “It’s not my responsibility.” “I should be asleep – in my bed, with my … Continue reading
State Champion Cross Country, Sophomores, 1987, Jenny and Tammy Bolt I loved high school and high school even loved me. But I despised my 10 year high school reunion. Most of my time at the “celebration” was spent in tears, hiding … Continue reading
Broken Down Cars and How God Uses the Everyday Guest post, by Cathie Dorman Cathie is a wife, a home school mom, a youth volunteer at her church, a business woman, a First Priority Leader, and she has a huge heart for sharing … Continue reading